beware of the screamings babe.. hahaha.. ==”

cool.. after 30days of trying a couple versions of stripped down lite sp1 to this full version of sp1 on my old laptop.. i finally get it activated.. thanks to all who helped me .. thanks to microsoft too for this marvelous operating system.. .. now im going to fill every computer in this house with the same version.. hahahaha

Now I’m struggling, I black out so I can’t dream
But I still see you sneaking through my weary head
I summer from a drought of medicine to dull self-doubt
I just wanna drown you out with southern poison
If I had a drink for every Goddamn time I think
About your pale skin dressed in pink
Then at least I could sleep
If I had a shot for every Goddamn time I thought
About your face and what I lost
At least I’d get some sleep
Sleep, sleep, at least I’d get some sleep
Sleep, sleep, then at least I’d get some sleep…

omg.. its been more than a month since i havent updated anything on this blog.. so many things happen, so many regrets and hopes and so many things to be written. taking step pace by pace.. yes, thats wut i should do…

gosh.. wp 2.7 is out already!!.. lol.. let me settle down and start slowly.. peacefully.. nice done and well did

Follow your bliss
It beats on my chest
I know I got it tattooed for a reason
(Why Can’t I Just Hold It True?)
Cause I’m still crashing all the funerals of these people that I never knew.

I’m stuck in coma, stuck in a neverending sleep.
Some day I will wake up, and realize I made up everything.

late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
red light, can’t stop so i spin the wheel
my world goes black before i feel an angel lift me up
and i open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
they flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and i am gone