This was this person who told me that this song is not a match. Is that a problem or maybe, can that be a trigger to whats happening? Urm, everyone has their own rights to say anything dont they? as long as they dont cross the border. And 2008 had past so we’ll just look straight ahead into 2009.

What happened last night at 12am? hahaha.. not telling, wut happened shall be a secret to me and the ones who knew. New visions, new plans and new ??? .. end

omg.. suddenly i had a great idea to switch if of this afternoon but guess wut when i switched it on back.. ther was NOTHING!.. not a single thing, not even a single bit of a thingy… wow.. i did expect that to happen all along and seriously, im still kinda shocked to experience that.. hurm.. maybe i should try more.. ur own assumption can be proven with some experiments regarding under controlled enviroment perhaps.. hurm.. to backup my guess that once again, ill gonna be changin a few things.. lets see how it goes this time.. lol

and by the way.. my left eye bleeds.. .. it hurts like hell.. damn.. ive been suffering for 2 months.. how longer does it take? the doctor told be to be underprecaution and i did.. hopefully i wont be blind.. i had enough of this.. being semi-blind for a month is really hard… thank god for giving me a good eyesight for all these years.. now im learning to appreciate health..

img owned by http://dumago.deviantart.com/ .. not mine.. tq..  i didnt ask for the permission but i guess linking back.. credits to him

Life is more about annoyance and hope. On the other hand, its better to annoy ppl than giving them hope. Promises are hope. Miracle are one of the things that we hope for. Ive made a big mistake by giving hope, to myself. To make things worse, i gave other ppl hope too. Ive almost stepped over the line but fortunately ive realized my big mistake. Its time to turn back and start hoping only on myself. Giving urself hope motivates u but still, it kills u silently. U wont cry for killing urself but u might cry seeing that u even making sumone bleed just a lil bit. In this case, suicide is better than murder. lol.. Dont stop hoping, never stop praying. As wut we asked for is miracle, and one day it will come.

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

Will you need me now
You’ll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

And i am crying now, finding the one, trying my best to find someone,

a shoulder to cry on, the last one,

as this is the end of this song

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many of u guys seen this picture set all over the internet.. they r actually Pon And Zi.. catch them here at the authors website via this link here.

The left one shows as if he wanna kiss.. the one on the right saying out the best quote i heard from pon n zi.. hehe

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