This was this person who told me that this song is not a match. Is that a problem or maybe, can that be a trigger to whats happening? Urm, everyone has their own rights to say anything dont they? as long as they dont cross the border. And 2008 had past so we’ll just look straight ahead into 2009.

What happened last night at 12am? hahaha.. not telling, wut happened shall be a secret to me and the ones who knew. New visions, new plans and new ??? .. end

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My actions that acts as a closing to 2008 :

1. Delete all private posts contained in this blog “except” for the ones i wrote about my housemates in mmu melaka that contains pictures etc. I wish to forget all of wut happened and i will start a new one starting from 1st Jan 2009. Shall there be sumthin that i need to write about wut happened in 2008 in the future, i will write them back in a new post.

2.Left NOS - due to certain reasons.. i do still play dota but maybe im not capable of playing in a clan anymore. I can’t afford to dedicate my time to play dota anymore like i used to do as now i have lots of stuffs to hang on to and some responsibilities to be held. Its all about dedication and will

3. Blog re-branding? everything is still in progress and u wont see any progress perhaps till feb maybe

4. I officially changed my birthdate..

5. Forgiven everyone.. end

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omg.. suddenly i had a great idea to switch if of this afternoon but guess wut when i switched it on back.. ther was NOTHING!.. not a single thing, not even a single bit of a thingy… wow.. i did expect that to happen all along and seriously, im still kinda shocked to experience that.. hurm.. maybe i should try more.. ur own assumption can be proven with some experiments regarding under controlled enviroment perhaps.. hurm.. to backup my guess that once again, ill gonna be changin a few things.. lets see how it goes this time.. lol 

and by the way.. my left eye bleeds.. .. it hurts like hell.. damn.. ive been suffering for 2 months.. how longer does it take? the doctor told be to be underprecaution and i did.. hopefully i wont be blind.. i had enough of this.. being semi-blind for a month is really hard… thank god for giving me a good eyesight for all these years.. now im learning to appreciate health.. :( 

img owned by http://dumago.deviantart.com/ .. not mine.. tq..  i didnt ask for the permission but i guess linking back.. credits to him

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Life is more about annoyance and hope. On the other hand, its better to annoy ppl than giving them hope. Promises are hope. Miracle are one of the things that we hope for. Ive made a big mistake by giving hope, to myself. To make things worse, i gave other ppl hope too. Ive almost stepped over the line but fortunately ive realized my big mistake. Its time to turn back and start hoping only on myself. Giving urself hope motivates u but still, it kills u silently. U wont cry for killing urself but u might cry seeing that u even making sumone bleed just a lil bit. In this case, suicide is better than murder. lol.. Dont stop hoping, never stop praying. As wut we asked for is miracle, and one day it will come.

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This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

Will you need me now
You’ll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

And i am crying now, finding the one, trying my best to find someone,

a shoulder to cry on, the last one,

as this is the end of this song

00:15:44

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Ignore the title, well today is a rouge day.. tiring, boring.. but perhaps there r some memories to be remembered for quite a while .. counting down to 2009.. here we go ladies and gentlemen.. a new year.. new hope.. new vision.. new gf? NOTTT.. lol

btw, isnt it great to get a gf that uses the same network as u r.. 1cent per sms does really help u, u can call her more.. share topup with her.. lol.. having a diffent line effects ur relationship i guess.. and changing ur network dosent help much.. as u can see, when u change network.. ur actually divert ur problem.. u will have to put more budget more to the ppl that is no longer in the same network as u r.. getting 2 simcard with diff network is the best way but still, there r still downsides of it. Enough said, find a gf that uses the same network as u r.. easier.. u dun have to sacrifice much.. lol.. but still it depends on the condition..

shall i repeat this once again.. ignore the title.. tq.. and btw, the image above is a sexy cinderella.. i wished to have her for my own.. hehe

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The left one shows as if he wanna kiss.. the one on the right saying out the best quote i heard from pon n zi.. hehe

and this one..this one shows that u r sooooo different.. trust me btw.. it is kinda dissapointing isnt it… finding sumthing ur lookin for years but the thing that u obtained dosent really fit u well.. well perhaps there is some way to make it to work but still, in a normal condition, stuffs like that dosent work.. it needs some miracle to make it all happen.. im goin to write more on this from time to time to keep track with my doings… n one day perhaps, i shall remember back wut happened on 25th december 2008

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By the way, ive been listening to this song for quite a while, its time to sing it all over again~

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So, r u goin? ive just texted sumone to go with me (you know who u r.. lol) but that person is not goin.. damn.. how am i suppose to go? alone.. never! hahaha.. btw the date is so close to an important date which i have sumthin to take care of.. hurm… should i spare my time n go, or maybe i would wait sumone to invite me to go with her (y is it supposed to be a “her”.. lol)

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I’ll take you to the top,
Of this building and just push you off.
Run down the stairs so I can see your face
As you hit the street,
the street, the street, the street.

The problem is, the bridge was cut off from the live show.. damn.. that was the best line

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HOW to sessions.. its not a good attempt trying to cheer up someone who is moody unless u know what ur actually doing.. Of course there r several reasons y the person is not in the mood in the first place. As for most of the time, we will try to assume whats the problem than asking first since the person might not even respond back.

Duh, its hard to cheer up people nowadays.. ive learnt a lesson a while ago upon attempting to make a moody person burst into cheers. lol.. The main idea u must have in mind before attemping is, how important are you to her/him.. If ur someone that she/he might probably listen to, go ahead.. If u r considered as a stranger, back off! lol

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